2013\u2019\u00fcn sonuna yakla\u015f\u0131rken, karamsar\u00a0 bir yaz\u0131 yazmamak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Yeni bir y\u0131l\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde, nedense, k\u00f6t\u00fcmser duygular\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, daha da bir kald\u0131r\u0131lmaz oluyor.<\/p>\n
Ama ne kadar u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rsam u\u011fra\u015fay\u0131m, baz\u0131 imgeleri zihnimden silemiyorum.<\/p>\n
\u00d6rne\u011fin penguenleri ve ayakkab\u0131 kutular\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Bu kadar gayret g\u00f6stermeme ragmen, neden g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gitmiyorlar?<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7en yaz\u0131, Bodrum\u2019da ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim k\u0131sa tatille hat\u0131rlamak istiyorum. G\u00fcne\u015fli, mavi bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, berrak, dalgas\u0131z\u00a0 denizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum ama her defas\u0131nda sahildeki fas\u0131l gecelerinde birdenbire ba\u015flayan \u2018Her yer Gezi, her yer Taksim\u2019 ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 geliveriyor akl\u0131ma.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte o anda, biz Akdeniz\u2019in temiz havas\u0131n\u0131 solurken, \u0130stanbul\u2019da, Ankara\u2019da, Eski\u015fehir\u2019de, biber gaz\u0131 bulutlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda, tazyikli suyla p\u00fcsk\u00fcrt\u00fclen insanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek hissetti\u011fim su\u00e7luluk duygusunu hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Ne kadar \u00e7aba g\u00f6sterirsem g\u00f6stereyim, yak\u0131ndan ate\u015flenen gaz kaps\u00fclleriyle g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kan, kafalar\u0131 yar\u0131lan insanlar, komadaki \u00e7o\u00e7uklar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fucunda bekle\u015fen babalar, evlatlar\u0131n\u0131n tabutlar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde a\u011fla\u015fan anneler\u00a0 ve b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar olurken televizyon ekranlar\u0131nda sal\u0131na sal\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcyen penguenler bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden gitmiyor.<\/p>\n
Ba\u015fbakan\u0131n Gezi olaylar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda protestoculara \u2018istersem milyonlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131za\u2019 tehdidini bir an unutsam bile, Eski\u015fehir\u2019de kimisi sivil polis kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n lin\u00e7 etti\u011fi Ali \u0130smail Korkmaz \u00f6ylece duruyor belle\u011fimde.Yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131nda da\u00a0\u00a0 Eski\u015fehir valisinin Radikal muhabirine\u00a0 g\u00f6nderdi\u011fi tehditkar e mail, \u00a0konuyu daha fazla de\u015fme diyen.<\/p>\n
Bir hat\u0131ra di\u011ferinigetiriyor. \u00a0Gezi sonras\u0131 i\u015finden olan, daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc hapse at\u0131lan meslekta\u015flar\u0131m\u0131\u00a0 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin d\u00fcnyada en fazla gazeteciyi hapse att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 , hatta bu alanda \u0130ran\u2019\u0131,\u00a0 \u00c7in\u2019i \u00d6zbekistan\u2019\u0131 \u00a0bile geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 istesem de unutam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
\u2018G\u00fczel \u015feyler de oldu 2013\u2019te\u2019 deyip duruyorum kendi kendime. \u2018 Nevruz\u2019u hat\u0131rla, Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da meydan\u0131 dolduran ne\u015feli kalabal\u0131klardan b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fclkeye yay\u0131lan bar\u0131\u015f ve umut dalgas\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l g\u00f6zard\u0131 edersin?\u2019<\/p>\n
Hemen ard\u0131ndan, Suriye s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131na dikilmeye ba\u015flanan duvar ve dikenli teli protesto etmek i\u00e7in a\u00e7l\u0131k grevi yapan kad\u0131n geliveriyor g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne.<\/p>\n
Trafik kazalar\u0131nda \u00f6len binlerce insan, k\u0131\u015flalar\u0131nda intihar eden , tersanede devrilen geminin alt\u0131nda ezilen, bo\u011fulan\u00a0 askerleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce, uykular\u0131m ka\u00e7\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Hastanelerde hasta yak\u0131nlar\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan d\u00f6v\u00fclen, yaralanan doktorlar, evlerinde, sokaklar\u0131nda e\u015fleri, terkettikleri sevgilileri, erkek karde\u015fleri taraf\u0131ndan \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen kad\u0131nlar yetmezmi\u015f gibi, \u00e7o\u00e7uk istismar\u0131, \u00e7o\u00e7uk evllikleri gibi veriler u\u00e7u\u015fuyor beynimde.\u00a0 Sonra birden, yetkililerin\u00a0 te\u015fvikiyle,\u00a0 k\u0131zl\u0131-erkekli evleri\u00a0 g\u00f6zetlemeye ba\u015flayan , gayr\u0131-resmi mahalle ahlak polislerini hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Suriye\u2019de ak\u0131l almaz vah\u015fet, ba\u015fka bir \u00fclkede oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in belki daha kolay g\u00f6rmezden gelebilir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken, kom\u015fu \u00fclkenin \u015fiddetinden pay\u0131n\u0131 alan T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin s\u0131n\u0131r k\u00f6yleri, kasabalar\u0131 canlan\u0131yor g\u00f6z\u00fcmde. Ben unutsam da ,\u00a0 cihat\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n istilas\u0131na u\u011frayan, hayatlar\u0131 alt\u00fcst olan insanlar \u00a0unutabilirler mi 2013\u2019\u00fcn geli\u015fmelerini?<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7en haftan\u0131n \u2018skandallerin gelmi\u015f ge\u00e7mi\u015f en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\u2019 ne dair an\u0131lar, ziyadesiyle taze.\u00a0 Ya yolsuzlukla\u00a0 su\u00e7lanan h\u00fck\u00fcmetin, y\u0131llard\u0131r erozyona u\u011fratt\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0 kuvvetler ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan geri kalan\u0131 da bir gecede silip s\u00fcp\u00fcrmesi ?<\/p>\n
Asl\u0131nda \u2018komplo teorileri, faiz lobileri, Amerikal\u0131lar\u0131n ve Yahudilerin kurdu\u011fu tuzaklar\u2019 ilk kez duydu\u011fumuz a\u00e7\u0131klama tarzlar\u0131 de\u011fil.\u00a0 H\u00fck\u00fcmet ne zaman darda kalsa, mercek alt\u0131na al\u0131nsa, ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri s\u00f6yledi.\u00a0 \u00d6fkeli y\u00fcz ifadelerine, alayc\u0131 s\u00f6zlere, sallanan ba\u015fparmaklara da al\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131z. \u2018Ellerinizi k\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z\u2019, \u2018Sizi inlerinizden \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131z\u2019 \u2018Defolun, \u00fclkenize d\u00f6n\u00fcn\u2019 \u2018Anan\u0131 da al git\u2019 lafar\u0131n\u0131 daha once de duyduk.<\/p>\n
Ama itiraf etmeliyim ki, muktedirlerin aile bireylerinin evlerinde ayakkab\u0131 kutular\u0131na doldurulmus banknotlar, g\u00fcndelik olaydan \u00a0say\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n
Uzun laf\u0131n k\u0131sas\u0131, y\u0131l\u0131n sonunda gelecek g\u00fcnlere dair g\u00fcne\u015fli bir yaz\u0131 yazmak bekledi\u011fimden de zor \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tam bu i\u015fi beceremeyece\u011fime karar verip, vazge\u00e7ecekken, birdenbire penguenlerin ve ayakkab\u0131 kutular\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fka bir y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc ke\u015ffediverdim.<\/p>\n
\u015eu me\u015fum ayakkab\u0131 kutusu, iktidar partisinin binas\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde yolsuzlu\u011fu k\u0131nayan\u00a0 eden \u00f6\u011fretmenlerin elinde bir protesto sembol\u00fc oluvermi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
T\u0131pk\u0131, penguenlerin, medyada\u00a0 otosans\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00a0 simgesi haline gelmesi gibi.<\/p>\n
Te\u015fekk\u00fcrler\u00a0 \u00f6\u011fretmenler!\u00a0 Bana,memleketim insan\u0131n\u0131n ince zekas\u0131n\u0131 ve direnme g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc bir kez daha hat\u0131rlatt\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Evet, ger\u00e7ekten derin bir bataktay\u0131z. Evet, b\u00f6l\u00fcnd\u00fck.\u00a0 Ve evet, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde, f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 zor g\u00fcnler var.<\/p>\n
Ama t\u00fcm kalbimle inanmak istiyorum ki, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc do\u011fru y\u00f6ne d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f yeterince insan var.<\/p>\n
Tek yapmalar\u0131 gereken, o\u00a0 y\u00f6nde y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam etmek\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
2013\u2019\u00fcn sonuna yakla\u015f\u0131rken, karamsar\u00a0 bir yaz\u0131 yazmamak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yorum. Yeni bir y\u0131l\u0131n e\u015fi\u011finde, nedense, k\u00f6t\u00fcmser duygular\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, daha da bir kald\u0131r\u0131lmaz oluyor. Ama ne kadar u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rsam u\u011fra\u015fay\u0131m, baz\u0131 imgeleri zihnimden silemiyorum. \u00d6rne\u011fin penguenleri ve ayakkab\u0131 kutular\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Bu kadar gayret g\u00f6stermeme ragmen, neden g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnden bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc gitmiyorlar? Ge\u00e7en yaz\u0131, Bodrum\u2019da ge\u00e7irdi\u011fim k\u0131sa tatille hat\u0131rlamak istiyorum. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[4],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/335"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=335"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/335\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=335"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=335"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.firdevstalkturkey.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=335"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}